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2010-02-07T00:29:00.006+08:00

Saturdays = Reh + work + lepak after work
Supa tiring. Weekly routine.

I swear Alicia looks super hot with the big shell/mask!
5 more days byebye sg

Edited.

Someone's gonna start the whole your friend my friend thing AGAIN.

For goodness sake, just live life as it is and don't think so much.

Trust me, i like who you are but just cannot stand what you do.

I'm not the only one.

I know I'm not fantastic too.

2010-01-30T00:32:00.004+08:00

Favourite line : My blog is dead.
School + Dance + Tiredz + Friends = Current life.

I went to Ikea with Lina and Yvonne recently,
looked super cui that day but idc!
I sound super monotone nao. Hahaha

Lina totally ignored me.

This is super unglam. I'm lovin it.

An old photo : I hate my nostrills! Fucking big.

2010-01-17T16:23:00.002+08:00

I feel evil!
I was waiting for a taxi at bishan with the girls.
The cab took really long, I decided to mark steps at the stand.
Was too engrossed. Cab came.
I looked up and misinterpreted Fiona's expression.

The message she was trying to bring over was,
Don't take! He came first.

What I misinterpreted was,
Why he cut queue!

So being the usual rash and stupid me,
I walked forward calmly and took the cab.
They followed after me, with awkward expressions.
Limin : He came first yknow!

Guilt engulfed me. Sigh*

2010-01-16T00:52:00.005+08:00

My blog is f*cking dead!
And I really haven't been taking photos :(
Purposely pout to look skinner HAHA

A hell lot of things coming up! Stresssss
1. Nus concert item
2. Danceworks
3. AIDE production
4. Danz
recital
5. Danzwar?

I think I'm missing out something but I can't recall what is it.
But yes! That's FRIGGIN lots of stuff already. Faints*
Go kexin go kexin!
My energy's going to be drained ttm this few months.

Totally a zombie in school, draggin my feet here and there.
Cher's gonna think I'm staring into thin air HAHA!
But whatever, I know I'm studying hard twist*

Musicality come to me!
Drop from the skies pureeesh!

2010-01-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

I haven't been posting since...

YAY I AM HAPPY.
After a damn flong week,
I finally get to dance! :))))))))))))))

A few more hours, JY!

2009-12-31T21:55:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I can't do a one person one note kind of thing.
I have too many people to thank! :(

So......
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS :3
Esp those who didn't give up on me,
despite my nonsensical hectic schedule.
Yknow who you are. Hugs*

New year resolution :
Not to sleep in class!

2009-12-30T11:18:00.004+08:00

HAHA thx to the dumb von.
I'm here to dedicate a post to thank some people for helping me survive 2009 :)

Peelimin!
Sometimes you really annoy me to the max, I feel like strangling you to death!
But thx to you, I started dancing :) And you've there for me 24/7 to hear my bitching,
complains and " eh limin, wo gen ni jiang ah..... " HAHAHA thankyou so much i love you!
Despite all our conflicts, I still need you just as much as you need me HAHA

Yvonne!
YAY dance brought me to you! And I'm really glad to have such a bitchy friend. Oops!
Thx for being there when I need someone and always being happy for me! Wee I'm here toos :D
Yknow I love you! And I know you do too xx And in terms of dance, you're my inspiration!

Jenny!
Always there to give me a sweet hug! I'm glad I asked you to go nash's class HAHA that's how we started talking. Another super bitchy girl. Really hope your results will be ok, worried max.
Don't always emo kay, starting to be like terence :B Can always talk to me! Loves!

LinaNeo!
My fave auntie! Woo. Thank you for always being there to give me retarded advice that sometimes really dont help at all HAHA and for influencing my engrish. ILY! don't forget me when you go universal work k :(

FionaThng!
Hun! You're always laughing and appearing cheerful but when you're down, don't keep it inside okay! I miss going to your house to do stupid things and sleep in your dad's room after watching cartoons HAHA You're my inspiration to dance ^^ I love youuuuu. hugs*

LindaLoo!
Loo loo, I swear I will help you box jason someday :D Your nonsense and weird noises always makes my day! Miss our heart to heart talks! Loveyou! AND YOU STILL OWE ME BAKED RICE.

Freddie!
Thankyou for making 2009 extremely memorable for me :) I don't want to say much here HAHA loveyou!

Jordan!
You're one stupid and stubborn ass! Thx for everything! I have too much to summarize into this space so yes, I love you alot! Thou I dislike you as much too. Stupid stupid stupid.

Terence!
Emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo. Terence = emo. HAHAHA
Please be happier! Still dare ask me don't think so much, I think you think more lor.
Thankyou for listening to my bitching and self-demoralizing rubbish. Oh as well as entertaining me when I'm extremely bored/high/sad! Lovessss!

To be continued... with ALOT more
HAHA starting to regret posting this.

2009-12-27T12:22:00.006+08:00

X'masssssss

Couldn't catch Avatar with von and lina.

Thx to the crowd :(
Had fooood instead!

@Soupspoon

Trying to force out my double chin.

She thinks that pink hair looks good on her HAHA

Lina's

Yvonne's

I crown myself the overall winner HAHA tak glam!

Slacking outside NLB
tempted to post von's super unglam lying down pic but she'll kill me. So go fb see!

@Steamboat

Can imagine how terence will look like 10 years down the road.

Chipmunk!

This was when Erwin tried to steal her seaweed.

The woman telling us that our soup is chaodah. HAHA

Love her to bits!

Making up to von's embarassment :( HAHA

Loves!

Hmm.... muahahahha!

2009-12-24T14:51:00.003+08:00

Tuesday's performance @ Taka!

Ystd at danz.

See how happy I am with my "baobao"!
Too bad yvonne's not thr to share with me :(

2009-12-21T23:49:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was......... fun!
Beach with Lina and Yvonne & Xmas @ Danz!

Sunburnt......

Danz family!

D ele! Top row, left to right : Yvonne, Me, Weiqing, Limin, Eleanor, Esther
Bottom row, left to right : Fiona, Linda, Elena and our newest member, Sharmane!
( Not present : Veron, Alicia and owa pimp! )

Sorry I can't help it! So pretty HAHA

more pics at Facebook!

2009-12-15T01:23:00.008+08:00

I feel like any other confused teen, trying to find their way out.

Dance brings happiness along with some mixed feelings here and there.

I really hope I can be more optimistic, or i'll die of emoshit and demoralization.

Trying hard to be satisfied and appreciate what I've got not...what I don't have.

But what exactly is enough?

Glad my dumb mentality changed slightly, for the better of course.

At least I no longer dance with the fixed mindset that I must must must must must
improve in order to keep my place. The world out there is so competitive, I'm tired ):
I wanna improve faster. Desperate.

United taitais! ^^V ( credits to Erwin )

2009-12-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

HEHEHE jealous not *winks
I have another one with Elvin Ng (L) but I look damn fat.
One of the major reason I love working at Mediacorp thou alot of precious time is wasted.

I'm sorry.

2009-12-04T11:49:00.003+08:00

Starting to get irritated.....

PT ystd left me with lotsa bruises ):

HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LOVE THIS!
*glares at safwan*

I mean like, okay the movie can be quite horrible,

thanks to rpat acting as Edward.

But still! His family and everything else is cool.

HAHA the books are always so much better.

My Edward from imagination *drools* HAHA

Taylor is hot in New Moon!
Without his curly long hair of course.

2009-11-18T20:03:00.003+08:00

STREAMING RESULTS!
I got in to.... 3e2
Hopefully I'll love next year's class.
Missing 2e1 *sad*

............. Okay! *still very sad*
No more dumb politics,
no more irri-noying alarm clocks to wake me up.
):

Sometimes I really wish that time will stop
But! Time waits for no man. ARGH
This reminds me that holidays are here yet ending soon *even "sadder"*

2009-11-11T21:15:00.004+08:00

Sorry I can't stand cute pictures, have to post!
Meltz, I think I'm contented, too easily.

2009-11-10T11:45:00.004+08:00

Spoiler. Thx dad.

Ah! Trying out costumes for the show @ Mediacorp later.
Can't wait for Ash's class, i wanna re-learn Teach Me How To Jerk ;)

Satelite indeed.

2009-11-08T19:47:00.005+08:00

Ever wondered how it feels like to lie in the middle of a track?

Wao.

Finally caught This Is It with Jenny today.

Not extremely great show but it's a must watch though!

It's the first time MJ had female dancers but sadly..

O well, leaving is just something inevitable.

So live life to the fullest people!

Dang! Srsly hate how my brother never fails to include me when he's in trouble.

-_________- "

2009-11-07T10:48:00.003+08:00

Fiona Thng is a crazy girl.
HAHA

I love Fridays!
Esp when i spend them at Danz (Y)
Lina B's choreo was awesome yesterday, Cry by Rihanna.
OMGGGG I'm so gonna practice it and get my timings right ;)

2009-11-04T16:20:00.006+08:00

Braided hair ! Dropped by Far East after performance.
Sadly I still had hair spray on my hair so I couldn't take a nice picture of it with my hair down.

It's only like the 2nd day but I'm starting to get really lazy already.
Being someone who loves to bathe so much, I can't believe I'm actually considering if I should just stop bathing forever HAHA! O well, just have to bear with it till I take it off :)

WHY DOES MY HAIR LOOK SO SHORT WHEN IT'S TIED UP ?
so sad la, maybe i should do major extension HAHA lazy thou.

I realised that I blush easily.
Okay in fact, it was Limin and Fiona who found out.
They were totally disturbing me the whole time @ Mac today,
trying hard to make me blush furthur by making me think about ahem*
HAHA and after looking at my reflection, I think I really have baboon backside cheeks.
Not sure if it's a good/bad thing cause it just means that I can never hide my emotions!

Looking forward to Friday winks*

2009-11-02T23:20:00.005+08:00

How to not love Danzpeople? HAHA
Been going there like everyday.
Terrible friend to Jor and all *sigh*

Was really free today so I went there as usual.
Just to accompany dear Lina :) Sweet or what!
Helped her fold all the schedules.

Had dinner with Jenny, Yanwei and Limin.
Chicken rice woooo fattening
but that's all I ate other than bites of Lina's tau sar bread D:
Happy day (Y)

2009-10-29T14:12:00.007+08:00

Da:ns Fest @ Esplanade.
It was a great experience to perform with my girls
and watch the other's dope items :) UG, Girls' hiphop and Ash's !!

Tonight's the post performance dinner.
Hopefully I can take more pictures!
Excited to see everyone xo.

Love yourself !

2009-10-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

I DIDN'T GET TO CHOOSE THE COMBI THAT I WANTED BADLY.
Don't laugh. I did pretty badly for science. Screw physics!
Pure bio & chem, one humans now D:
I wanted 2 humans lei !

Argh FML.

Tmr tmr tmr *sweats*
Esplanade concourse @ 6pm.
All the best everyone xo esp my hunz.
I love Danzpeople xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Jootz got a nice hairdo credits to meeeee hahahahahha
The part about his hair color not being bright enough
HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME hee blame the hairdresser/ bottle of dye!
Currently hooked onto the song, Never say never- The Fray
Old song but it's really nice, don't let me go....

2009-10-23T19:30:00.002+08:00

AH haven't been posting for verrry long !
Sad Sad Sad.

My results so cui D:

BANG WALL.

First ever crew performance ! *winks*

This Sunday, 6pm@ Esplanade Concourse.

2009-10-13T19:34:00.002+08:00

Hanged out with Rasyid and co today ;)
Ion Orchard and Far East.
Slice weeeeeee x

Exam's over but I don't feel extremely happy or wtv.
Weird :O

2009-10-09T13:43:00.002+08:00

I tell you i hate jordan toh.
TTTTTTTMMM

Maths paper was ok.
Happy with my performance weeeee
Hope i do well :P

FIONA THNG AND HANZHOU LOVES ME.

2009-10-07T21:19:00.005+08:00

Mandy is mocking at my tiny boobs.
Cause I confessed that I am budget and broke,
so I told the doc to do a half half implant,
cheaper know! Share one silicon for both.
And Hans totally believed that I was born with something2 syndrome
which means that my boobs can never grow so I'm supposed to be flat chested.

I want newww dance shoes :C
Anyone loves me to the extend you're dying to do something sweet for me?
It's your chance to do it and impress me now! x

Maths paper is coming.
My hopes are all on that subject.
*crossed my fingers*

Scar xo

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe im not ready.

But im trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We’ve been hiding enough
If I sing you a song would you sing along or wait till im gone ,
oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you while your running away ,
to chase your dreams
Its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe im not ready

I love his voice.

2009-10-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

AH haven't been blogging for a week ?
Miss my lappy x

Just back from Jordan's crib.
Han zhou, Mandy and Fiona bitch went there too, haha!
When crazy people come together...

CATFIGHT miaowww.

Been sadly busy with examinations.
W...e....l.....l.. not very but I studied ok!
Last minute revision works but I often leave out impt things :C

I wanna go Singapore Flyer..........
But ok nvrm, I doubt he'll even bother to ask.

I miss my babes !
Danzpeople, D'elementz.
Ok in fact I'm missing quite a number of lovely people.

Watch SYTYCD Kherington Payne and Twitch viennese waltz.
They're awesome, as really really good kinda awesome.
Like really really really really really good x
Luv all the choreographies in Fame ttm, esp Black and Gold

Scar xo

2009-09-30T15:33:00.006+08:00

Obviously blogger hasn't heard any of my cries.
No picha, again..

Just found out something freaky.
I was examining my naval piercing.
Then I realised the stud is actually in my tummy.
LIKE OMG. It's like.inside.my.tummy. Thinking about it makes me feel like a retard...

Gosh, Friday's coming coming coming.
Hopefully I can clean up my cui steps by then AH!
Bangbang, we're beautiful and dirty rich.

I'm so gonna catch Stranger Than You, an Okto's documentary.
About children leading bizarre lifes across the globe.
Caught a glimpse of a sumo kid wrestling+
a rollerblader doing a full split while she's skating. Dope!

Scar xo

2009-09-26T16:04:00.005+08:00

WTF I TOOK MORE THAN AN HOUR TO GET JUST 3 PICTURES POSTED. *hinting to blogger zzzzz*

I'm just unusually patient today.

I have more picz but lazy + they are taken with flash.

Which means I'll look fucking fatter ! :C

UCC yesterday, Pat drove us there. Wee
We've never sat in a sportz car ( Was it a Red ferrari? ) before so yeah, can start imagining how high we were.

The chinese dance guys are :O Their techniques are just :O

LOL to Synergy's boomboompow part.

Was Liren's bday ! C:

Had crew practice at 8am (!!!??!!) today.

Tired max, deprived of sleep.

Thankgod Pee's text woke me up. If not ....

2009-09-22T15:14:00.006+08:00

This is going to be a really just-for-fun post which might make no sense at all to you
but it's everything of me. You might even get bored or doze off or just navigate yourself away
before finishing half of it. So think twice, don't wanna read? Byebye.

After reading my own Facebook note again ( which I just deleted a while ago, too bad if you didn't catch a glimpse of it ), I decided to look back and rake up the past.
My fourteen fine years, oh boy I sound like an old granny though I'm not even allowed into NC16 movies yet. Don't laugh!

I'm not going to talk much about my first 4 years because apparently I don't remember much.
Only memories were going to Genting frequently and the fact that I'm Malaysian so I spent my first 1 to 2 years before coming to SG there, under the care of my Dad's elder sister.

Kindergarten was memorable I must say.
I had a bestfriend named Theresa.
We lost contact untill last year ( Miracle ! Ok maybe not since SG is so small. )
Not as close as before though.

I liked a boy named J, ( ew bad taste....feel like killing myself nowww ) but he didn't like
me so I looked out of my window and prayed to the stars at night hoping he would like me someday.
But he didn't in the end so people please don't pray to the stars, tried hard but failed.

There was an incident I remember clearly as well, I took a pair of scissors and snipped off
a little bit of my fringe ( mind you I was already having bangs ), and when my classmates
cheered and laughed, I snipped more and eventually got reprimanded by my teacher and my Mum came down.

First day at Evergreen Primary, I met Hazel, my new bestfriend.
And Alicia was unfortunately my love rival and we fought for C. ( shes gonna kill me haha)
She lost btw and I lost interest in C and went for N. Puppy luv.
I went through alot with Hazel though I'm starting to forget the details but
I do remember her as a really sweet and nice bestfriend. ( miss you babe! )

Joined Netball at Primary 3, Mrs Tong ( who was still Ms Koh at that time ) called
for a few ofus and told us that she felt we had the potential and all.
As time passed, Ainsley, Monessha and alot more came in.
I worked my way up slowly, from a reserve to a main player.
Wing Defence, i remember was my favourite position aside from playing GS with Ainsley.
We trained hard and our greatest accomplishment was 3rd in Nationals.
Apart from all the conflicts, they're the best team mates, friends and sisters you can ever get.
I miss going on trips to Malaysia and Australia (L).

Ooooh one more thing, I remember being really horrible when I was P6.
A few guys thought that they were really funny and went around calling girls whores or prostitutes. Ok primary school crap but when they got to me, I got extremely pissed off with them and got
Adeline to help me teach them a lesson, she came with her friends and sister.
There was a big commotion and bang, police came.

First day at AI, I came with a very typical "ahlian" face, thats what they say.
Limin attempted to lend me a pin to clip up my dangling bleached brown fringe but I
insisted that I don't want it. Haha unfriendly me.

A girl caught my attention, she had a really irritating face,
first thing that came to my mind " walao eh, why my class got this kind of ppl "
and she was Jamie. HAHAHA she disliked me too btw. Irritation at first sight!

I provoked many and disliked many.
First few months was disastrous untill I met YJ,
and slowly built friendships with those I provoked.
Still thankful for everything he did for me hee.

Not interested in the CCAs this school offered so I was left with no choice,
but to take netball once again. Didn't feel like working with new team mates though.
Played under the C div and I did not bother to work hard at all.
Everything came easy, thanks to the trainings I had during Primary school.
Time passed and it was enjoyable at times.
I miss those heart to heart talks with Elaine and crapping with Sheryl and Sufiah.

Suddenly there was a big change in my life........

Limin told me about how fun her dance camp was and all,
and I had this sudden urge to join dance just to escape this sport ( for 5 years )
Honestly to me, dance was just slacking and aircon. Hahaha.

Tada, I was in Modern Dance! With absolutely zero techniques.
I just went wow at everything everyone else could do.
Splits, turns, even the most pathetic using of both hands to touch the ground while standing.
I couldn't do any of that but I didn't care much.

SSA had this CNY light up performance at Chinatown and they were
recruiting dancers to do a hiphop mass dance.
I signed Limin up for it but in the end joined with her after much of her persuasions.
It was weird and awkward, that's all I could say.
I found the choreographer cute ( who became my exbf btw )
but was not as crazy as some other girls who kept whispering and giggling.

The dance practices went on and unexpected things happened to me.
I found F, stopped smoking and made friends with a bunch of really fun people, Boss family.
Life was woo lah lah, and I wished school wouldn't start.

All good things come to an end.
My fault in fact.

Anyway, F left and i was in a mess, how big no one will ever know.
Perhaps my close friends would know slightly more.
I was left with a tired heart, just waiting for the days to pass.
Hate it when time crawls so slowly and you still have to wake up realizing what you've lost and being sad all over again.

Went for my first ever class at Oschool , Gin's reggae I.
The way I feel about Dance and what it means to me changed, a lot. Undescribable kind of lot.
I can't summarise it but if I'm really bored I might do something like this again
and talk more about that.

I found a new goal, a new passion in life C:
Am working hard at Danzpeople, I wanna see how far I can go with my 100% put in.
A chance to be in the crew, not gonna let it slip away.
Wanna be versatile, am working as hard in AIDE too.
No prayers go unanswered.

Okay i bet you regret reading my long naggy post !
But it's really summarized already. And I'm just bored ok {:
Just to do something to kill my boredom, not to satisfy your curiosity. So too bad if you did not enjoy reading it haha.

2009-09-21T21:25:00.006+08:00

There goes my trip to the flyer.....
Sad ttmax. (Thankgod, I did not continue the knit and pearl thing.)
If I reach 5 turn downs like her, I'm really gonna explode.

Ok, in the end my Saturday was spent at UCC watching Next Wave.
Phoned Sistic really last minute, the day before actually,
and got pretty bad seats, though I paid like the best price.
Owell. With my happier plans cancelled, how worst can it get?
I (L) the gothic swirls btw. Hee

On a happier note,
byebye old wrinkled naval---->hello to chio turqoise crystal muah C:

Caught Time Traveller's Wife today, with half of the crew after practice.
It's really sad but heartwarming.
I was very touched, so you wouldn't wanna imagine how much this crybaby teared.

SCHOOL TMR AHHHHHHH HMK GOSH OMG SOMEBODY SAVE ME.
Stop getting on my nerves stopstopstopstopstopknocknockbangbang

2009-09-18T00:25:00.003+08:00

I've gotten my baby! XOXO

~~Ipod touch C:~~
2 more wishes to go.
NavalP & Flyer on Sat.

2009-09-16T16:30:00.007+08:00

Okay, I decided to put a tagboard up after much persuasions. Haha!
Well... I'm also interested in who's reading C:
So if you're reading just leave me a tag, random one will do.
Like your name and i was here or wtv. Tyvm! hahaha.
I'm just bored okay.
If nobody tags then I guess I'm really talking to the wall and I should just close down the whole blog. Muaha.

Exams are around the corner, 3 weeks nooooo.
And I'm still slacking this week,
will only start to mug like hell on next week hahaha.

Yesssss, I've got my Num bag. 50% discount HAHAHA

2009-09-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

When life gives you a dream beyond your expectations,
it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
Please suprise me like before, will you? :C

Ticktock, I.Need.More.Time.Argh.

2009-09-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

Miaow miaow miaow.

2009-09-10T23:55:00.003+08:00

Some people are just too oblivious about how irritating they can be.
Either she's really dumb or she's pretending to not notice.
Hahaha. Just read, laughed, and couldn't help but read more.
Ok I know I'm mean, but I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks this way :P

Bang bang.
I'm happy yet sad yet disappointed yet puzzled and worried.
Sometimes I wonder if the problem really lies with me..
Maybe I'm just not born to be a perfectionist or the better of the crowd.
Ever since I was involved in activities or commitments that no doubt,
involves a certain amount of competition, I'm always lagging behind.
Be it past or present.
Be it netball, studies or dance.
Maybe I'm not just born with a smooth road ahead.
Oh well, I shouldn't be blaming on anything else thou,
perhaps more hard work, effort and concentration will help?
I hope so, I don't wanna go back to how I used to feel :C
Patience? Slow and steady?
Crap. I don't have time for that.

Bbuucckk Uupp T.kexin !
Oh yes, I'm slacking on my practice already :C
Have to be more constant !

But I'm happy C:
I think I'm crazy.
But who cares, I'm happy. Thatz all that matters. Woo !

2009-09-09T12:15:00.003+08:00

Changi Chalet

My Dad didn't allow me to go at first cause it was kind of last min.
Well, not exactly ok ! Cause Mummy knew it much earlier, just that I didn't have the time to tell him.
But I'm glad she managed to rush back on time from Malaysia so YAY I could go and Dad can't stop me. NEH NEH NI POO POO C:

Rise and shine, woke up early to pack my stuffz.
We reached there at 2 or 3 i guess.
And headed straight to the beach. YAY

The sand was soft, the water was cooling,
everything was okay untill...
I SAW TWO HUGE POOP.
Huge as in it had to be some mankind's leftover.
Gosh, imagine if I stepped on it. OMG OMG OMG OK.
Inconsiderate humans :C

Janser and Amirul took turns to piggyback me back,
I was super lazy to walk back okay. Far know !
But unfortunately I'm fat, yes F.A.T hence I ended up walking the other half back.
Lousy lah you two ! D:

The rest of the time before barbeque was spent on games.
Guitar hero, Naruto, Taken, Wrestling, Poker.
If you know me well enough, I dislike games !
And everyone else seems to like it so much.
So I was walking around, lying here and there,
trying to fit in when I can but left within 5 minutes.
Games are B.O.R.I.N.G : That's all I can say.

Barbeque we ate ofcourse.
EAT AND EAT AND EAT.
I felt like the cats who kept coming back to our pits,
ok maybe I'm worse muaha.

I bullied a cat. ANIMAL ABUSE! But I really can't stand it's tail,
so big bushy and irritating.
So.. I threw my watermelon at it. Hehe
And it ran away not turing back. Woo I win.

There was a mini Talentime.
Ms chew performed together with Ms zhang and Ms liauw :O
Videos, get it from Priya !
A cheater bug called me and saved me from the cleaning up part,
and I spent quite some time catching up with him. Hahaha C:
OKAY AND I THINK SOMEONE WAS PISSED AT ME,
IM SORRY LAH. NO POINT EMO THE WHOLE TIME RIGHT,
NOT WORTH IT I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES ALREADY.
I'M NOT THE ONE.

Conclusion : I Luv My Class C: And I Miss ________.

2009-09-06T12:41:00.005+08:00

Blogger is driving me crazy.
Ok whatever.
Don't blame me for my wordy post,
like they say, a picture depicts a thousand words.
I can't even post a single, pathetic photo ( fxckyou blogger, yes you )
so here's my thousand words.

Start.
I srsly ate alot yesterday, LIKE ALOT kind of lot.
Bubble tea -> Strawberry smoothie -> KFC -> Pastamania ->Steamboat
Okay not alot actually but my meals are really irregular.

Basically it's screwed up, I mean like who eats steamboat at 1am ??
And 3 meals for dinner is crazy, haha.

Had practice for the coming show at 9,
spent a lot of time trying to pose at the mirror with Fiona.
We're just too nervous for the photoshoot at night HAHA

Left Danz for Suntec and met up with Nikkie.
Made it just in time and obviously there weren't nice spots left.

But Pat was really nice, he signalled for me to come over.
And kindly shifted the whole table backwards so that I could get the best view ever.
Hahaha right in front of the judges table, wee thankz C:

Sebas and co couldn't recognise me. Sad !
To me, Semis is a must watch cause it's the point when many teams will be out after that. I like Dramats and If you're.. hands. Really creative. Hee.

Maybe trying so hard isn't worth it after all.
I feel so dumb for being so easily affected/ pleased by the slightest things.
But honestly, I was really happy to see you.
Zhili said, you see she's only 14 already so emo.
Yeah, maybe your side of irrinoying people were right,
I'm only 14, maybe I shouldn't be so ambitious the next time round.
And dear reader if you have no idea what I'm talking about, don't make foolish guesses okay? (Hint : I'm 14. Biggest clue ever)

Pee came to find me after that and we went down for KFC with Zhili and friend C:
The biggest satelite ever, Zhili. Haha
I'm glad she told me things I wouldn't have realised so soon. Winkz*

Headed to PA and got ready for the photoshoot.
Met really nice and fun people like luke, john, the nice babe who did my hair and others C:
Luke drove us to Cineleisure after that and we settled down at Pastamania.
Went for a search for Fiona brother's birthday gift and ...
we saw Erwin shopping alone HAHA
I like fun and non-egoistic dancers YAY

Left them and Dad drove us home.
Was so tired that I did not realise when Pee and Fiona got down.
But despite my desperation to sleep, eating still comes first.
Thus, tankexin had steamboat all by herself in the living room at 1 am.
HAHAHA slap me please :P

Today will be stay home Sunday for me,
time to rest and chill and hopefully, mug for my coming exams.

End.
Wordcount : 422
I failed to deliver a full picture D:

2009-09-01T11:57:00.000+08:00

Blogger is disappointing me again.
I can't upload anything :C
Kexin.t hates you.

Yesterday was fun.
Quite well done I guess, given the fact that we had to get it done in less than a week.
I sweated alot lor, nervous + i'm a natural tap = disaster.
Wanted to kill myself, haha.
Great job darlings, love you maxxxx. Xoxo.

Danzpeople gathering on Sunday was fun too.
Yay, i got to know the rest better.
Well, at least I rmb their names ! C:
Was inspirational also, really wanna work harder now.
Won't forget what Becky said,
Everyone will have their low moments,
but it's a sign that you're going to improve really soon.
So don't give up !
Luv everyone there yay !
Bitch, cheerup C:

2009-08-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

For 10 mins or so, I was feeling so lost.
Couldn't log in, Blogger claimed that my password is wrong.
I really thought that someone hacked in cause 1/3 of my friends know my pw.
I give it away easily cause I trust people around me.
Was having second thoughts about trust untill..
I WAS SUDDENLY IN ! Crap, Blogger cheat my feeling taoyanz D:
But am happy, at least it wasn't hacked or what, so y'guyz are trustworthy after all. *hugs&kisses*

Haven't updated for weekz,
and apparently no one complained.
Thatz the probably the best thing about not having a tagboard :P

Been busy with ..
Dance as usual, both AIDE, Danzpeople
and Streepmax ( Teachers's day item coming up, Retro *winks* )
School hahaha this goes on forever, dreadful period of common tests ended,
getting all the results for CA2 back, quite happy thou itz hasn't reach my aims :C
Books i don't know why but i swear they're dope !
especially adventure or sadist/gore kind. itz the reason why i'm sleeping in class,
i love for a few hours in a row.
Friends managed to spend slightly more time with those I've neglected.
Thou itz still quite bad but at least i'm trying !

Ahmadz tmr, continue choreo. weeee :D

2009-08-14T11:48:00.002+08:00

Okay.. I just found out that I'm really that dumb.
Chose not to go to school today, had quite a bad headache +
my essay isn't done yet !!
So, I turned on the lappy and signed in to Msn.
First question I asked myself was, Why isn't anyone online?
Whatz the special occasion?
And only after 2 hours then I realised that hey, itz a schoolday
of cause no one's online. LOL cheh.

Been really busy with flint mass dance and danzpeople classes + crew trgs.
Will be heading down to Senja later to continue teaching the new eights
and cleaning up the prev steps + starting doing blocking and all C:
I can't wait for tmr's crew training !
Not sure why but I just love seeing everyone and dancing there,
Yvonne, Eleanor, Ahmad, Jootz, Clare, Francis, Xiao, Lina..
And of cause my girls C:, (Danzpeople's noise pollutants.)

2009-08-07T20:06:00.000+08:00

1st Runner Up
Congratz to other contestants as well :)
Had fun today!

Up is a very funny show.
Very very nice. Hee
But you must have some sense of humour to get it.
LINDA AND I LOVE THE BIRD, KELVIN. WOO

2009-08-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

Crew training was tough today! :O
My arms and thighs are aching like mad.
But I enjoyed the choreo part alot, hee.
(Though my mind is empty now, stresss)
Must.Work.Hard.ER!

Last Flint trg today!
Aww. Gonna miss rushing there.
Tuesday mass dance trg weeee,
hope everyone will cooperate with us.

Heading to Danzp again tmr for talentime practice.
Hopefully everything will go well..
Ballet tmr! Wow.Wow.Wow

Striving to be a versatile dancer C:

2009-07-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

Am frustrated with Blogger now.
Super, very, extremely I tell you.
1) Forbids me from uploading pictures
2) I can't seem to bold, italic or do wtv nonsense to my post !
= Angry me ): <

Talentime today,
Results ......
We got in Finals ! Woo.
The rest did great, I totally screwed up my steps.
Fuck, why can't I get over my stagefright.
Irritating know!
Go up the stage happyhappy with sufficent practice,
turn over and face the crowd.... Blank. B.L.A.N.K
Forced every step out with the blur face
when in actual fact I know my steps !
WHYWHYWHY AHHHHHHHH.
The part I posed, my body was trembling D:
Hands were everywhere,
steps not clean,
not on beat,
stupid dogface,
heart beating like nobody's business,
body shaking,
knees collapsing,
FUCKLAH HOW TO DANCE LIKE THAT?
I look like I'm just marking through my steps ):

Finals, Friday, Fingerstwisted.
( Super tempted to cut bangs despite knowing that I will most probably regret it
and end up whining non-stop :B )

2009-07-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

STREEPMAX jiayoh, i know it's stressful for everyone ):
blame our lovely school LASTMINSHIT. but still, like they say 10 years of practice for 10 mins on stage, we can't even have 10 days so must really do our best. Hope our effortz will really pay off. I love you all, and all your passion for dance keeps mine going :) Muah*

2009-07-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'll think twice the next time.

Forget me not, 18 July.

No pain. no gain. Lesson learnt :)

Ballet Under The Stars today !
The last item was really awesome.

The sweat, the antz and the grass. It's worth it after all.

Pichaz with the rest, will upload once I get it. Hee.

2009-07-15T20:44:00.003+08:00

LUV STREEPMAX TO THE MAX ♥ ( catchy! )

Finally therez school dance today after like 135790964 days.
Crutches are super tiring, esp when i've not been doing it for so long!
Across the floor was slightly more interesting today,
not so much on turns, i hate doing turns ! Enjoy watching only :P
I am so not flexible, goodbye to my dream-beautiful full split.

Mac with Linda, Jason came after that.

Srsly I miss hanging out with Azfar they all,
I miss talking/smiling/laughing with my bestfriend-Amirul ! D:
They're all so cold to me since that incident,
and I respond back with equal harshness.
Is this the end?

2009-07-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

There's a slight typo error on my prev post,
I'm 163 not 153 Hahaha!
Must bold this whole paragraph, make this clear AHEM*

I am now craving for :
Ken's ramen ( Add extra egg ) drools.
Pastamania's ham and sausage baked rice yum.
Mos fish burger (Upsize milk tea! )
Yishun's beehoon.
Town steam chicken rice !
Pizzhut's lagsana.
Mac wingz
Bedok chilli crab GOSHGOSHGOSH
Subway meatball marinara
Carls Jr/Super dog chilli cheese beef fries

In case you're wondering why i'm typing all these..
I'm just trying to convert all my hunger into wordz.
):

2009-07-10T12:35:00.002+08:00

ABC About You Questions:

A – AVAILABLE: Yup

B – BIRTHDAY: 30 march

C – CRUSHING ON: Same person all along

D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Waterr

E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Jamie

F – FAVORITE SONG: Currently Johnta Austin's songs :)

G – GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Wormzz

H – HOMETOWN: Malaysia :B

I – IN LOVE WITH: Dancee

J – JUGGLE: 2 balls !

K – KILLED SOMEONE: My hamster

L – LONGEST CAR RIDE: Around 7 hours

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Mango :O

N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1

O – ONE WISH: More wishes !

P – PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Peepee

R- REASON TO SMILE: So that you'll smile too HEHE

S – SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Call You Tonight

T – TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6.35 am

U – UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Pink i think :B

V – VEGETABLE(S): I'm ok with anything not bitter/sour

W – WORST HABIT: Staring

X – X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Nonee, i'm careful enough

Y – YOYOS ARE: Cute little kidz heee

Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Pig

Random Questions About You:

Spell your name without vowels.
Tn Kxn

What color do you wear most?
Black/White

Least favorite colour
Weird shade of brown

What are you listening to?
Aziemah screaming :O

Are you happy with your life right now?
Yup can be better thou

What is your favorite class in school?
IT. Like nowwww ! Muaha.

When do you start back at school/college?
?

Are you outgoing?
Yesh

Favorite pair of shoes?
My dance shoes. Dope.

Where do you wish you were right now?
Danzpeople, dancing.

DO’S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?
I want to. NASA WORK HARDER PLZZ

Do you believe in miracles?
At times.

Do you believe in magic?
I choose to enjoy and ignore that there's always a trick behind it.

Do you believe in Satan?
No.

Do you believe in Santa?
Used to ):< Cheat my feelings every year never come.

Do you like roller coasters?
You bet.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?
Nope.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?
:D

Have you ever asked someone out?
Yup

Have you ever been asked out by someone?
Yea

Have you ever been to the ocean?
Yea

Have you ever painted your nails?
Yeayea

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?
Room temp.

What radio station do you listen to?
98.7

What was the last restaurant you ate at?
Swensens. With hun. Donkey years ago

What was the last thing you bought?
Siew mai and milo in the morning ! HAHA

What was the last thing on TV you watched?
Documentary

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM’d?
Forgot !

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Jamiee

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
My mummy :)

Who do you feel like seeing now?
Ahem.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?
Yes. Period.

What can make you happy?
That someone.

Do you wish you were happier?
Yes.

Can music make you happy?
No.

How many times have you had your heart broken?
Lost count. Too many times.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?
No. It’s not worth it.

Questions..
What is your current hair color?
Brown? But it’s turning black ):

Current piercings?
6.

Have any tattoos?
No. Saggy skin when you’re old and tattoos don’t go together.

Eye color?
Black

Favorite eye color:
Some weird mix of colors, go look at caucasians’ eyes.

Short or long hair:
Long.

Height:
154 cm

Best clothing:
Depends on my mood

Have you ever been to jail:
No.

Mooned someone:
Nope.

Thrown up in a store:
Nah.

Cried in school?
Yes.

Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today:
Don’t remember.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke:
Pepsi C:

McDonald’s or Burger King:
Maccc

Single or Group Dates:
Single.

Chocolate or Vanilla:
Vanilla.

Strawberries or Blueberries:
Strawberries !

Meat or Veggies:
Meat :B

TV or Movie:
Moviee

Guitar or Drums:
Guitar !

Adidas or Nike:
Nike.

Chinese or Mexican:
Mexican.

Cheerios or Corn Flakes:
Corn flakes.

Cake or Pie:
Cake !

MTV or VH1:
MTV

BORED LA

2009-07-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

I LUVVVVV AHMAD'S LESSON YSTD. (L)(L)(L)
Who doesn't? Waha.
Fiona/Jamie/Kexin/Limin/Linda's motivation to schl. Yipee!
Srsly it was really great to see everyone trying their best.

History is time to shut off your mind and sleep in period.

There's something really wrong with hun and me.
Laughing unglamly with all the weird noises like snorts or wtv is a good way to burn fatz.
Especially that chicken and fish -____- No one cant stand that plz.

I really hope I'm improving :)
You got the love ~

2009-07-01T17:09:00.001+08:00

kexint.lj

2009-06-29T17:36:00.003+08:00

fuck blogger!
just get my pictures in lah. zzz
HATEYOUHATEYOUHATEYOUMAXXXXXX

2009-06-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

I am munching on this cute cupcake now,
it's really tasty and CUTE!
Hahaha.

Chinese tuition starting soon D:
Another long draggy 1.5 hours.

Going back Primary school tmr,
bbq and chalet!
Weeheeheehee.
Dying to catch up with them.
BYE READER MISS ME K. MUAH!

2009-06-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hi. Hi. Hi.
Drag me to hell is nice ok!
Screamers + Sudden appearance.
Yaye! But as y'know Ms Tankexin is a number1 coward.
So when she's watching muvee,
y'can spot her like this thru out !
( Refer to picture inserted below)

Unbelievable but true !!
HEHE.

After show, met P for class.
Pat's choreo was awesome, wee.
He's very patient in teaching me.
BIGGEST SLOWPOKE LOL
Sadsad, next week got tuition can't go le.
Will miss you D:

2009-06-22T15:58:00.002+08:00

I had a nasty dream.
My mum and dad were forced to kill me.
I don't killer dreams !
Unless it's my turn to play murderer :)
Waiting for my turn impatiently.

DRAGGGMEEETOHELLL.

2009-06-21T14:36:00.007+08:00

Live Fast Die Young
After being harshly insulted & wronged by y'know ystd,
I tried to reflect and realised that I really do miss some terribly.
But FYI, none of my reflections have any link with your absurd post.

My life have been going on an extremely fast pace.
Okay honestly every holiday is like that.
But what to do? I love/need/want to dance.
I guess I just need to learn how to balance.
Freedom + Interest + Friends + Hmk + Gakkai activities
I seem to want everything but I don't have a choice,
I'm not changing my mind
nor am I giving up my anything for anyone.
I'll just try my very best to find time for everything.
By piority, by freedom.

I miss my clique.
I miss evg netballers.
I miss boss family.
Terribly ):

+ I.TOTALLY.NEED.TO.EAT.LESSER.

2009-06-20T21:14:00.003+08:00

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

--

Asked someone to marry you
Innocent

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Innocent

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Guilty

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Innocent

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
Innocent

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

Been in a band?
Innocent

Shot a gun?
Guilty

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
Innocent

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
Guilty

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Innocent

____From linda's____

Please mind the platform gap.
Mind the platform gap.
The platform gap.
Platform gap.
Gap.
:)
(Linda close your mouth stop laughing!)

2009-06-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

Sorry this post will have no picha,
comp turning it's back on me ):

Anyway, my life is revolving around,
dance and dance and dance.
Reggae is the sexxxx.

Class outing was great? LOL
For the others lar but i was the poor little thing who got
thrown/flunked/pushed/pulled/kicked into the sea.
Star of the day what :B
ERRR HEY I THOT BDAE BOY SHOULD BE THE ONE.
ARGH, NVRM. POOR ME. SOB.SOB.SOB

Miaowmiaow, saving up for sexyd cappppppp ^^

PLS STAND BEHIND THE YELLOW LINE
STAND BEHIND THE YELLOW LINE
BEHIND THE YELLOW LINE
THE YELLOW LINE
YELLOW LINE
LINE

Imagine one day smrt goes like this :B